Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Title of the day: entering into the faith of faith.....it is time for me to make yet another decision... I am going to resign from my volunteer police work very soon as I want to make the full use of this time to focus myself on some of the committment that I am in this year. I am also planning to find a part-time job beside my fulltime job, to save up some money for my future uses like studies etc... hopfully I can find a job that is near my home so that I could save up some transport fees.. well I dont know.. I am still praying to God for an ans and open doors if possible. Today have a great talk with my "Si Fu" (actually is my supervisor in my workplace) about the current situation. He encourage me to find a part-time when I am still young so that I could save up some money for future used. Then he share with me on what is it mean to have faith in God... I purse for awhile... suddenly I felt that just by saying that "I have faith" in God is no use.. I got to practice my faith... and I realise it is not easy at all!!! Having practicing my faith is like asking me to walk in a pitch darkness, not knowing what may hit u or wherether if u will fell into a hole or not... It is a huge challenge to me, but I guess every child of God got to take this first step of trust before going further.... =) Dear heavenly father... It is easy to say that I have faith in you but yet it is so hard for us to even practice out.. father, I am a men of little faith.. I hv doubts and worries.. forgive me... I pray that everyday my faith will increase in you.. father, as I begin to start walking in to the faith of faith.. I ask for your hand to held tight on me.. just a baby learning how to walk for his first time.. guide and affirm me when I am in the pitch of darkness trusting you... light up my path lord.. I pray that what ever things may happen to me now and in the future.. I am able to contiuning trusting you that you are holding me that you are in control. I pray that you will open up pathway and opportunity for me in the area of my life.. that God will make a way, when there seems to be no where.... Thank you father.... thank you Lord Jesus... I pray for also may you touch my family heart that one day they will know that u are the true God and they will be save.. I pray for my girlfriend Veron, as she continue to work and studies.. may your strength be with her, may you comfort her when she is feeling sad or stress.. may you grant her gd night rest every night.. may the blood of Jesus covers her and protect her from the evil one... Thank you Lord... I pray all this in Jesus name.. Amen..
I shine in Jesus | 8:23 pm
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Title of the day: Be still and silent in the Lord....what is it mean to "be still and silent in the lord"? This is what God has put in my heart tonight... was on the way back after visiting some of the BB boys when i felt a sudden need to be silent and still, both in my thinking and speech... I was speechless... the laughing and talking in the car dont seems to interest me at all... I just wan to still and silent.... prehaps i was too tired i told myself... after bathing and sitting infront of my laptop typing right now... i feel the same thing... I just wana be still and silent in the lord... I dont feel gd, I kneel down calling out to God... "be still and silent in the lord...." come in my mind again... does that mean I hv been too noisy this few weeks or so? or does God mean I hv been childish again? not behaving what I should behave at this age? and God want me to be still and be silent... I hv no clue at all... Father in Heaven.. as my heart is weighting me down like a huge rock hanging in the mid air.. I thank you for allowing me to still pray to you and call out to you.. I dont know whether what does it mean to be still and silent in you lord, I pray that Lord you may enlighten me... I want to surrender everything onto yr hands... my whole life, plans... future.. onto your mighty plan.. Holy spirit, help me to be still and silent in the Lord when it is needed.. teach me and lead me into it... thank you father... thank you holy spirit... thank you Lord Jesus... I know that you are in control.. I pray that father u will remind me through the holy spirit, that u are always there and things are under yr control... I pray all this in Jesus name.. Amen
I shine in Jesus | 11:53 pm
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Title of the day = The day when i was born!!Thank you guys!! for all your birthday greetings, gifts and treat!!! hahaha I want to thank God for putting all my friends, colleauges, cell mates / church friends and even my cousins in my life! The most exciting thing is that at my office, there is 5 January babies too!! one is on 14 Jan, 16 Jan, me 17 Jan , 18 Jan and last but not least my boss! 20 Jan! hahaha... cool right?! we hv a big celebration back in office.. can also save money sia.. hahaha This year is a special year to me cause I got my royal family to celebrate for me before my birthday, my cell and also my two lovely cousins whom bring me out for makan today!! thanks sooooooooo much! very touch! first time in my life that my cousins celebrate for me! hahaha Father in Heaven, u hv created me in my mom's womb and today is the day I was brought to this world by yr grace 22 years ago.. Lord I thank you for all the people u hv put in my life.. I thank you for my family... I thank you for all the wonderful things u hv blessed me... Lord as I enter into my 22 years of life on this earth and as I begin to have more responsibility on hand in what ever things I am doing and involve in, I pray that Lord you are in control and may your power and wisdom guide me in making correct and wise decision in my work, friendships, families and relationship, allow me to show off your love and grace to them... so use me lord.. I pray also that Lord I will hv yet another break through with you this year, allowing me to enter into a deep spiritual relationship with you... Last but no least, Bless my friends, my cellmates, families, Colleagues, church leaders / mentors and also my gf.. bless them abundantly, let this be my wish for my birthday.. in Jesus name.. Amen.
I shine in Jesus | 11:09 pm
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Title of the day= An Interesting day!SPRING CLEANING!!! haha today my whole office is at a spring clean mode! preparing for new yr? haha not really cause ever since the centre open, there isnt any real clearing been done.. I will name today's spring cleaning, "Gold digging" operation! cause there are sooooooooo many gd stuff that has been hidden away! but most importantly, all of us hv a great time fellowshiping with each other! I was on my way walking toward the MRT with my boss and two other colleauges.. then I saw this male malay guy was walking around looking very suspiciously... then I saw him walking around a van which is park at a corner, next time I saw him open the door of the van and too out the cash card from the cashcard slot in the VAN!!! I immediately shouted at him and start to give chase... my shouting alerted the van driver whom is nearby to give chase as well... The guy was caught my me in the end and the van driver, whom is also a malay, confronted that guy. Although both of them were speaking in malay, but I can some how understand what they are saying, the guy were pleading the driver to let him off and not to call the police... That guy was a normal citizen and is married with a wife and have a young child... I saw his wedding photo and a child photo when he took out his IC after the van driver demand to see.... in the end the driver let him off with a warning... I just felt abit upsad that this guy, hv a proper family and yet still want to gamble his chance to steal... imgain if the van driver wanted to pursue the matter, he will be handed over to the police and be charge... not only will affect himself but also his family... just hope that he wont do that again.. Father in Heaven, thank you for your grace that has given us.. Lord I pray for that men whom had try to steal, that he will be able to kick the habit of stealing and nv be tempted to commite and crime... I pray that one day he will see the light that shine from your son Jesus Christ.. that he is able to confess his sin and turn over a new life... I pray all this in Jesus name... Amen.
I shine in Jesus | 11:04 pm
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Title of the day: The New Beginning...HAPPY 2006!! haha so fast another year has pass... well thinking back in 2005, alot of things happen.. there were ups and downs.. happy and sad moment.. but most importantly I thank God for a break throught that has happen in my life! =) A new, a new hope... and of course a new beginning, this year is kind of special to me cause God has place a person in my life.. a person whom maybe my future wife.. a person special to me. well althought there is still doubts and alot of uncertainty ahead.. i just pray and ask God to lead us, hold us close so that we may grow strongly together with our Lord Jesus Christ. My new year wish? well I pray that God's blessing and protection will be with his children.. there is alot of things to pray for.. but maybe i will kept it to only a few items.. Father in Heaven, thank you for the new year.. a new year means a new beginning.. Lord as we enter yet another chapter of history, I want to pray and ask your favor to be upon us... I want to firstly pray for my Church.. YMM.. that may u lead the church in yet a greater heights.. with new leadership install, may the leaders of our church lead us throught your divine wisdom.. may you use our church greatly to spead your word of truth and love given to us through our Lord Jesus Christ who die and rose again from death. I pray for the new youth ministry, the interns, the youth leaders, youth pastor James, that may u united us in one body of Christ.. remind us through your holy spirit that the whole youth ministry existed for only one purpose... that is for your glory and spreading yr kindom.. not for our glory nor honor.Lord, bless my cell nehemiah 4, let us be hungry, very hungry for your word lord.. let us not to just stop and be happy of what we hv achive but continue to guide and lead us into yet a greater hight this new yr! we wan and desire to see more people getting save! so father, use us! use us like nthing before.. install this desire wanting to spread yr love and yr word to those non-believers.. let us be bold and couragous and let us not feel shame to spread yr words.. may the blood of Christ be upon the whole cell.. protect us from the evil ones...Father, i give thanks for putting veron into my life.. i want to surrender all my worries, my doubt onto yr hands.. i want to pray for our relationship that lord may u take control of it.. may u bless our relationship, lead us to know one another more better and closer.. lead us also grow spiritually close to u, there might be fights and quarrals between us but lord i pray for your peace to be upon us, may yr holy spirit work in us remind us to love one another as how u hv love the people.. I want to pray also for veron as she is currenlty studying and working.. that amount of stress and tiredness she has.. I pray tat lord may u ease her pain, her stress and replace it with comfort and peace.. may she rest in yr arms when she is tired.. just as what lord Jesus has say " come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and i will give u rest." let veron come to you and get rest. fill her cup when she is dry, surround her with yr angels so that she wont feel lonely... Bless her and bless our relationship also..Last but not least, I pray for all my friends and family, those who hv not been save.. forgive me as I dont even hv a sand of faith most of the time.. but lord I pray that you will still use me to sow your seeds among them, I may not be the person to do the harvesting but lord, I pray that those whom we hv sow the seeds will one day be ready to harvest! I end the prayer with thanks giving that father, u hv given us a chance to repent and to pray to u through yr son Jesus Christ whom has die for us and rose again. I pray all this in Jesus name Amen!
I shine in Jesus | 11:34 pm
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