Updates!!

Hmm... well from the period of Jan 08 till now now July... many many things has happen, if I were to summaries it, I went through a time of stormy session especially in the month of June...
A roller coaster ride of my life in work, studies as well as in church, so much so I become "chao ta" burn out... tired... in the midst of breaking down.... I even felt that my heart has harden towards God and has some how lost Him... it was scary... but yet in these midst, I was reminded by the Holy Spirit that God NV NV NV forsake me or even angry with me...

God spoke to me through a song sang by a Christian rock band, Pillar, title named "smiling down" I was touch by the chores;

"so next time when you feel like crying, next time when you don't feel like trying, just remember I will be right there, smiling down on you. In the morning when i don't feel like raising, next time I feel like compromising, just remember that I will always be right there smiling down on you.."

Wao... that's what I call unconditional and unfailing love men.... even if I dont feel like raising or trying or even compromise things... He nv fail to smile down on me and be RIGHT there!

I prayed and told God.. that's it!! I have enough of me so unstable in my spirtual walk with you that has compromise alot of things... I want to renew my first love for him, I want to seek him, I want to find him!! Alone, without any distraction, taking a break from my services and find Him.... Thus I have decided to take a break from my church for a month and seek him during this period as I visit Grace Assembly of God at Bukit Batok to search for Him once again alone.....

During this time I am also praying and seeking new direction and focuses thus maybe making some descision and changes if He lead me to it. I felt that I am running like a headless chicken, serving here and there not knowing his direction for me... I think is think to make things right and clear..

I wanna take this time to thank all my friends in church and workplace and others for prayers and encouragement... and also apologise if I have been affecting you guys in any area especially during my AWOL period in church... pls continue to keep me in prayer for God's direction, renewing and focus on his path for me... :)