Title of the Day: God's Perfect Timing

Today I have a chance to visit my two "old" friends, Benji and Eunice at their CMC chinese youth service. Today was their third day in running and the service has about 20 people included some adults.

Although it was a very new, small and young service, but everyone there was on fire with God! I felt the present of the Lord when I was there. Grace, use to be in YMM, was leading the worship... it was wonderful. I can see the anoiting of God was with her throughout the worship. I thank God for the gift of singing and in worship. She even compose a worship song! wao! Praise the Lord!

It have been quite a while that I have been ministered by God himself.. it has been a long time I have cry out my heart to him and today at the service... in God's perfect timing... he ministered to me and deal with issues of hurts and anger... I was shocked.. I though I have overcome it... but the fact is it has been hidden in me for a very long time...

Sarah was preaching half way when God ministered to her and she just felt down on her knees and cry... Aunty Serene (if I got the name correct) came to pray for her and ministered to her. While we were praying, aunty Serene came over to me and told me that she has lead by the spirit to ask me to let out my anger and hurts that I have kept in me... I was stunned... I couldnt believe it at first but as the worship continue, benji began to pray for me and finally... I was touch by the holy spirit to let out all my hurts and burden I have.... I cried...

Suddenly I felt a big hug coming from my back... it was aunty serene.. it was amzing how God use aunty serene to tell me what I am currently going through! The brokeness, pains, hurts and anger that has been in me... Ltr after the service, Aunty Serene shared with me that when she look at me, God had remind her about a nephew of her whom has onces went through a tough time...

During those days, her nephew was a strong believer in God, but he went into a relationship problem which began to weaken him in God... he nearly backslided.. but God pull him back... during those time, Aunty Serene went through the process with her nephew and God just delievered this young men.. and now.. he is happliy married.

Wao... it was like... I dont know how to explained... God just use people to minister to me at a time, place and date which I have nv expected. Indeed 2006 was a crazy and painful year for me... and I long to be free... Today I finally understand two things,
1) God's thoughts is higher then our thoughts so is his plan, is higher then ours
2) God's has a timing that is different from ours... he will caught us when we are least expected...

I felt free.. I thank God tat he has ministered to me today and I want to pray that God will blessed what the chinese youth over at CMC has started, that they will be fruitful and multiply in numbers! that more and more people will came to know the words...

Heavenly father, I was caught unaware today by you... I thank you for relasing me through those tears that I have shed. I thank you for brothers and sisters over at CMC that has help minister to me. Lord I can sense that you are blessing this church greatly.. I thank you for placing Benji and Eunice at there for a purpose, which is to futher your kingdom sake and also to build a strong foundation of your words in those youth there.. Lord bless them, bless their work.. even though they are no longer in YMM, father I believe that no matter where we are serving... no matter which church we are in, we are still one body of Christ. Thank you for today, it was amazing... thank you Lord.. in Jesus name I pray... Amen