Title of the day: entering into the faith of faith.....

it is time for me to make yet another decision... I am going to resign from my volunteer police work very soon as I want to make the full use of this time to focus myself on some of the committment that I am in this year. I am also planning to find a part-time job beside my fulltime job, to save up some money for my future uses like studies etc... hopfully I can find a job that is near my home so that I could save up some transport fees.. well I dont know.. I am still praying to God for an ans and open doors if possible.

Today have a great talk with my "Si Fu" (actually is my supervisor in my workplace) about the current situation. He encourage me to find a part-time when I am still young so that I could save up some money for future used. Then he share with me on what is it mean to have faith in God... I purse for awhile... suddenly I felt that just by saying that "I have faith" in God is no use.. I got to practice my faith... and I realise it is not easy at all!!! Having practicing my faith is like asking me to walk in a pitch darkness, not knowing what may hit u or wherether if u will fell into a hole or not... It is a huge challenge to me, but I guess every child of God got to take this first step of trust before going further.... =)

Dear heavenly father... It is easy to say that I have faith in you but yet it is so hard for us to even practice out.. father, I am a men of little faith.. I hv doubts and worries.. forgive me... I pray that everyday my faith will increase in you.. father, as I begin to start walking in to the faith of faith.. I ask for your hand to held tight on me.. just a baby learning how to walk for his first time.. guide and affirm me when I am in the pitch of darkness trusting you... light up my path lord.. I pray that what ever things may happen to me now and in the future.. I am able to contiuning trusting you that you are holding me that you are in control. I pray that you will open up pathway and opportunity for me in the area of my life.. that God will make a way, when there seems to be no where.... Thank you father.... thank you Lord Jesus... I pray for also may you touch my family heart that one day they will know that u are the true God and they will be save.. I pray for my girlfriend Veron, as she continue to work and studies.. may your strength be with her, may you comfort her when she is feeling sad or stress.. may you grant her gd night rest every night.. may the blood of Jesus covers her and protect her from the evil one... Thank you Lord... I pray all this in Jesus name.. Amen..