Title of the day : The day where God's fresh anointing is upon me!

Today I was late in church... I didnt want to go church today.. I dont know y but i just dont feel like going...

I was awaken by my HP alarm clock. I switch it off.. and went back to sleep, but only not long after I found myself awaken again. This time I could sense two "side" of me are persuading me. "Do go to church today, is ok one cause u are sick mah... and yesterday u sleep at 3am due to filming... is ok one" another side (I believe is my holy spirit) "Come on Jonathan, you got to get up and go to church!" "but I am late!" I replied "then dont go lor! no point!" said the other "Come on Jonathan, you got to get up and go to Church!" said the holy spirit. So after much debate, I finally got up... wash myself and set off to church. Along the way I though to myself...."Oh no.. I am late again.... this time very very late..." "is ok.. better then u dont go!" I somehow ans back myself.

Thank God that when I enter the church (through the back door) the sermon only just started!! wao.. then I sat down beside tim, whom are alone behind. The sermon today was very gd... specially to me...

This week was quite a tough week for me as I am always enage in "spiritual warfare" against satan's deceiving thoughs... It is tough.... but God is faithful, he still holding on to me not letting me fall...

Father, I give thanks that you are always holding on to me even when I fall into holes of Sin. I give thanks for your unfailing love for me, I give thanks for the strength to overcome, I give thanks for the friends, mentors, churchmates u hv given to me. They are truely a blessing. Father, forgive me at times when I wanted to give up the fright... forgive me when during trails and difficulties, I want to quit.. even to the extend of giving up my faith in you! oh how foolish I will be if I do that!! Lord...

I pray fresh anointing from the holy spirit each time when I face a trail, I pray that I will always be reminded to trust u when I do not understand the difficulties I face.. I pray that I will be like Job, a men that will still praise God and give thanks to you even facing trails.. I pray that I will be like Jesus! my saivor, your son, that even ask for forgiveness to those nail him up on the cross! Fill my heart with thanks giving and forgiveness, love and grace, so that I will be able to be strong and still praise you when trail stuck me.. thank you father, I commit this prayer in Jesus name... Amen!